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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Saint Valentines
Its like that.
Nothing right or wrong
Seems like a go ahead to me
I went and got ignored.
Cant explain my actions
But i'm reeally confused
Is it me again or just thinking too much
Vday wasn't the main problem
It was just me deciding to be a lil more caring
Appreciate all ya done but i wanna do something too
Got moody and very tired
It shouldn't have been such a difficult thing to do
I postphoned things to another day cant think nemore
Real good timing i fell ill
Got lots of thinking time
Tried to get strong but i was wrong
It couldn't have gone so fast and i felt worse
Remember the promise to buy ya a rose on sat
I did , i just didn't get to give it to ya
The illness was the fucking reason.
It withered and died
If simple things could be made so complicated
And every action is upsetting and unwilling
Thoughts not sorted out Questions not answered
I cant come up with any reason to the problem
Only that i've tried and its all my fault
Ignoring Tried to be a solution it didn't work
Dragging it on would only make it worse
I cant decide what to do only to wait
just to hear what u gotta say.
Monday, February 16, 2009
FUCK the WORLD!
Why do simple things seem so difficult?
Why doesn't everyone have a right to give?
Why does hard work always give the worst results?
Why cant the people i see be less stubborn?
Why is me the cause if it all?
Why do people pick on u when ya ill?
Why is learning to enjoy soo difficult?
Why don't i have a right to do what i please?
Why does my favourite music sound so different?
Why do people classify emo as negative?
cant smile nor laugh ever.
Why do simple things seem so difficult?
Why doesn't everyone have a right to give?
Why does hard work always give the worst results?
Why cant the people i see be less stubborn?
Why is me the cause if it all?
Why do people pick on u when ya ill?
Why is learning to enjoy soo difficult?
Why don't i have a right to do what i please?
Why does my favourite music sound so different?
Why do people classify emo as negative?
cant smile nor laugh ever.
